Peace Is Good

Peace is good, peace is something I've never experienced before and it is something I will not easily part with. Things is my life are solid, no wavering, no insecurities, no uncertainties, solid.  I know without a doubt that John and I are on our way to the rest of our lives, and I know we will have amazing little versions of us that grow up to be outstanding, loving people. I know that I am headed in the right direction career wise, and I know that I have a plan for finishing school and that I will not let anything get in the way. Certainty feels great! With all of this being said, I would be a liar if I didn't say there wasn't a tiny part of me that is terrified that it is all going to come off the rails at any second (but that is just my past whispering in my ear).  

Pretty soon, John and I will be living alone. This is going to be the best possible thing for our relationship, it's time to have this house all to ourselves.  Also, I am going to convert the other bedroom in my sewing room.  I've never made a dress, like a real dress with appropriate seams and what not. I am more of an alteration/conversion girl. This summer I am going to start making clothes for myself and Samantha.  I'm really excited to improve my sewing skills. Thanks to my Gran I have the full setup, machine, fabric (coming out of my ears), vintage patters, buttons, zippers, hooks, snaps, ribbon, piping...you get the idea. 

30 is going to be SO good!! I couldn't possibly be more excited for my future, which is something I've never been able to say before. To be honest, there have been times in my life that I wasn't sure I had one.  Everything good, is just falling into place, people that I've missed are coming back around, and my lasting friendships are getting stronger by the day. I've got love and joy flowing through me constantly. Life is good.